how much i miss u~

just dont know how to put into words..
how much i miss u sooo much..
how i miss my family damn much..
how i miss malaysia very much!

eventho almost a month in sydney..
still missing them..
for every moment in my life here..
still keep on thinking about them every moment before i fell asleep..
still hoping dat these two years pass by very fast..

its not that i'm not grateful for the chance to be here today..
just to admit dat i'm not dat strong enough..
not really strong as i thought..
to be apart from them..
for quite a long time..